Live, Live, Die!

I started to lie about my age just the other day
She was so young and yet so talented
I hate it how it got me so afraid

My body’s aging faster than my broken childish mind
I blame my flesh today and look behind
I’m never grateful for all that I am

How can something so elusive
That’ll only ever exist in your mind
Can rule everyone and everything
Haunting all the rooms on this ground

Why build to watch things wear and tear
Why does it have to be unfair

Que des miettes, que des miettes, il ne restera que des miettes et d’la poussière
I will be watch, wallet, pictures, memories, ’til they’ll forget me

Cold sweats in the night
Have me weeping
Like a child alone in the sheets

Bedroom ceiling’s glowing
Drawing tales of future loss
Overwhelming wave
So familiar freezing my bones

The whistles in my ears won’t allow me to forget, but
I don’t mind, the bells they’ll only echo in your head
As I open the wooden box sitting on the shelf
I realize how pointless certainties are in the end

How can something so elusive
That’ll only ever exist in your mind
Can rule everyone and everything
Haunting all the rooms on this ground
Why build to watch things wear and tear
Why does it have to be unfair

Que des miettes, que des miettes, il ne restera que des miettes et d’la poussière
I’ll be watch, wallet, pictures, memories, ’til they’ll forget me

Please tell me what it means
I’m scared of what it seems
I don’t know what it means

She’ll come to hug me last
I’ll smile and kiss her back
Life’s veins are full of time
I’ll bite and suck her dry