Be That Girl

How've you been feeling
'Cause I've been dreaming
That things were different
When I look back
We were still intact
Dunno what I'm doing
Spent a few days thinking
How we were slipping into that crack
No don't do that
We can't go back
And I'm tired of overthinking
Disillusioned with believing
That I'll be that girl again
Tried quitting drinking
I kept my distance
Felt kind of good like I was back
It was to distract
I wanted to go
I wanted to go but I couldn't leave
You on your own
And I'm tired of overthinking
Disillusioned with believing
That I'll be that girl again
Think I better leave
I'm going home
Might be the last time you see me
You try to phone
I don't have energy to breathe
I'm better off alone
And I'm tired of overthinking
Disillusioned with believing
I'm in pain and never feeling
Like I'll be that girl again