Geranium

I have learnt
To love those who surround me
To not be quite so selfish
To warm the cold
That manifests
I let you sink into the mattress
But I won't let you fill my lungs

You left the light on
When you knew I weren't coming home
It still resonates with me
When I have no where to go
My room was full of trophies
And pictures bearing smiles
And now it's graced with self doubt
And a resent for this lifestyle

Geranium
Still mocks me from the garden
Light up my brain
It hasn't felt anything for the past few days
But I'm sure my rigid self will have his way

You left the light on
When you knew I weren't coming home
It still resonates with me
When I have no where to go
My room was full of trophies
And pictures bearing smiles
And now it's graced with self doubt
And a resent for this lifestyle

Spiral into sadness
Spiral into sadness
The plants in the garden
They've grown more than I have
I'm stagnant and dormant
A body of water
The plants in the garden
They all look the same
Racking my brain failing to comprehend