CHAOS

I believed I would step outside
of purgatory
only to find that the sky was still grey
And everything around me
Was just chaos

I'm not moving as fast
as I though I would be
when I was 13
I was looking through 3-D glasses
With firework patterns
And seeing the future
Imagining castles

Everyone I know has ADHD and
Likes smoking weed
and when I hit 23
Became the same thing
I hear em'
All asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

I believe that when you die
You brain stays alive
You plug it in like an external hard drive
You see your idea
Or heaven or maybe your idea of hell

I don't think I'm supposed to get this far
I don't even know how to drive a fast car
And I don't want kids
Tear out my eyelids
And continue to pretend
That I'm somebody else

Everyone I know has ADHD and
Likes smoking weed and when I hit 23
Became the same thing
I hear em'
All asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

I take my watch off time disappears
When I put it back on it goes unbelievably slow
Unbelievably slow
The time
It goes
Unbelievably slow

Everyone I know has ADHD and
Likes smoking weed and when I hit 23
Became the same thing
I hear em'
All asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?

Cause' I've been
Carving idols
Into bedposts
All of my ghosts
All of my hopes
Wishing life was not so evil
Giving' time to wasted people

Carving idols
Into bedposts
All of my ghosts
All of my hopes
Wishing life was not so evil
givin' time to wasted people

For far too long
When you finally realised
That people have been
Cutting in front of you
The whole
Damn
The whole damn
Na, na, na, na, na ,na ,na ,na, na

Everyone I know has ADHD and
Likes smoking weed
and when I hit 23
Became the same thing
I hear em'
All asking
Do you think that's why nobody likes me?