The Many Who Became One

[Verse]
So ready to wake up
Just can't
The opening of one door
The cycle snaps back
An abstract lesson in what I can't have without the sense to stop fighting it
I have done what all your pills can't
Taken these fragments and made something whole
To finish what I never even started
To live with and embrace the parts of me I only ever wanted to melt away
How the many became one
This thing we call right now, it can't be all there is
It can't
It can't compare
All the words there were
All there ever are
They can't
They can't repair what's been done
It's breaking me
It will kill me one day but I just can't let it
Still searching for the one thing that can make me believe in this