Naysayer

Naysayer (Wouldn't Get Far)
Written by: Completely Inadequate
Instrumental: “Wouldn’t Get Far" by Kanye West

[C.I.]
You wouldn't get far
When you're thinking like do
Yet acting like you don’t
What you really trying to prove?

I'm angry all the time
And THE ABSENCE OF LIGHT
(seems to hold) my hands tight
As I reach for sunshine
The more I climb -
The more mountain I find
I've been searching for an avalanche to help me break this bind

Outta time
Outta line
Outta space
Outta mind
I'm out here trying to find
The pieces that I left behind

Its peace until its fight
Attack or do you flight?
I'm up until I'm tight
Was it really worth the time?

I guess not
Stuck In the same spots
Staring up at ink blots
Contradict my own thoughts

So catch me with eyes red as sith sabers
Naysayer
In cahoots you lil' traitor

Spare me the “see ya later”
I'm barley in good behavior
& rarely not the complainer
Who’s there? I sense invaders

Can I leave? I’m becoming impatient
They won't let me since I’m considered an in-patient
Let me go, release the straps, take me off your medicine
No I'm not what you think the state of my head was in

Please?
I need more air to breathe
More time to achieve
All these silly dumb dreams

Fill me up - it's not enough
Pick me up - I need a crutch
Shut me up - I said too much
Don't pick up - I called your bluff

Obsessive
Always way too sensitive
Yelling at everyone even though there’s no sense in it

[you wouldn’t get far]
When your stuck in the past
Yet acting like your present
No way to bring it back
& Those antidepressants
Didn't help, I felt a lack
A certain feeling that
My presence wasn't intact

Is this me, or just placebo?
See the hell you see the people
See the high you see needle
Need your help or am I see-through?

Can't tell, something isn't adding up
I see fingers all in the way of me wanting to slam shut

The (only) one that gives a fuck
Of course I fucking care
The only one that's always stuck
And you're not even here

Where?!

Did
You
Go?

Run
In
Circles

Never thought one misstep could be so hurtful

Undone - Undo
Who's there? - Catch you-

Searching for the meaning while I'm searching through the Hulu
Searching through the wreckage is just something that I'm used to

And who knew
I'd realize it's not mine and that's fine
Try and put it behind, wallowing is just a fucking [waste of time]

(and you know ...)

-[CI]