Homesick

Fever dream, waking up in a cold sweat
I check my phone, looking for your text
I just miss you
Even though I don't want to
Looking back all I see is roses
But it's my mind playing tricks I should know this
You were so good
At playing the good guy
Paper heart but you took a flame to it
House of cards but then you went and blew it
I told my friends you would never do this
Now I look stupid
I wish you could've loved me better, loved me better than you did
Cuz with you I saw forever, I saw forever, yeah I did
But now you got me all wrapped up since our first kiss
I'm missing your body like I'm homesick
I wish you could've loved me better, loved me better than you did
But you didn't
Walk around, all I feel is empty
You took my thoughts, living in my head rent free
Oh but I pay the price
Trying to breathe but you took the air from me
Narcissistic men always seem sweet
My friends tell me
That I need a new type
Paper heart but you took a flame to it
House of cards but then you went and blew it
I told my friends you would never do this
Now I look stupid
I wish you could've loved me better, loved me better than you did
Cuz with you I saw forever, I saw forever, yeah I did
But now you got me all wrapped up since our first kiss
I'm missing your body like I'm homesick
I wish you could've loved me better, loved me better than you did
But you didn't
But you didn't, but you didn't
And maybe someday you'll meet the right girl
And she'll never say
I wish you could've loved me better, loved me better than you did
Cuz with you I saw forever, I saw forever, yeah I did
But now you got me all wrapped up since our first kiss
I'm missing your body like I'm homesick
I wish you could've loved me better, loved me better than you did
But you didn't
But you didn't, but you didn't
Yeah now I'm homesick
Oh now I'm homesick
Yeah now I'm homesick