Misled @ the Deathbed

Forgive me, cause I can't forgive myself
For not being there when you slipped
Damn me now
& I'm all I'm all undone
I'm all, all undone

I'm ashamed & maybe I am scared
That I could have eased your pain
Or you wanted me there
I messed this up & I'll regret forever
I'm all undone

I've got this sinking feeling deep inside
I wish it was just nausea but now I'm
I'm all I'm all undone
I'm all undone

I'm stuck on the thought
That I may have let you down
That you looked for me
& I was not found
I fucked this up & I will hurt forever
I'm all undone