.. - ... .- ..-. ..- -.-. -.- .. -. --. - .. -- . -- .- -.-. .... .. - (Morse Code II)

Sick of being sick and sucking the disease
A longing for longer than just temporary, because it's
Contaminating
And I want to tell the truth...I'm not doing so well. How do I
Save myself?
It feels like I'm lost in the climate of lonely apartment life

This way, I can't be who you want to be
And this way, I can't be who I really am. But I am trying

(Deal with what you have and what you'll have left, because
There is no such thing as fresh start.)

I am no good at being around. I am no good at being alive
But I am trying