Addiction

I don't really wanna live this life no more
The way shit tends to hit you
It just burns to the core
Can't keep coping with pain using alcohol
'Cause the highs will get low
Before the lows get small
And I know that I said it
I know that I said it
I have good thoughts in my head
And I know ill regret it
I know ill regret it
After every dollar is spent

Fuck addiction I need help
Can't keep fighting in this by myself
I feel alone if you can't tell
So maybe I'm not far from hell
So fuck addiction I need help
Can't keep fighting in this by myself
I feel alone if you can't tell
So maybe I'm not far from hell

Not far from hell I'm overwhelmed
Anxiety will take me out
I live my life to disappoint
I roll my pain inside this joint
To get high tonight
Why cant this last forever
I'm ashamed in fact
It's hard coming back with
The way I act
Admitting my mistake
Was the hardest step
And yet I still feel alone
And I know that I said it
I know that I said it
I have good thoughts in my head
And I know ill regret it
I know ill regret it
After every dollar is spent

Fuck addiction I need help
Can't keep fighting in this by myself
I feel alone if you can't tell
So maybe I'm not far from hell
So fuck addiction I need help
Can't keep fighting in this by myself
I feel alone if you can't tell
So maybe I'm not far from hell