better off

I don't wanna think too much
I just wanna be in love
You making me feel too much
Thinking I'm better off numb, better off numb

And baby I ain't preaching
You know I'm moving in these streets like them demons
You know I'm moving on the scene, on the scene yeah
And I can't even go and tell you all my feelings
I know you don't know how to open up more
But I'ma tell you that you gotta open up more
I know that shit hurting more as you let it grow
And I gotta keep it up cause I'm on a roll

I know it's seeming like on a late night
I know you looking like
what you thinking
Mind wondering I'm all up in my feelings
In my dreams telling me shit while I'm sleeping
Won't believe it, blink twice cause I seen it
Damn this shit, I can't even believe it
Damn this shit, I wish I hadn't seen it
I can't even believe it

I don't wanna think too much
I just wanna be in love
You making me feel too much
Thinking I'm better off numb, better off numb

I don't wanna feel shit no more
Trust is a feeling that I used to know once
Insecurities on the table
Flipping shit like I'm not the one to save us
Like you ain't fuck up, like I'm the wrong one
You sing the wrong song, you must be on one

I always giving to your touch
I'm always giving you my heart
I gave what you wanted
If I could've gave the world I would

And now you wanna love me baby
But we know it ain't the same
I don't wanna hurt you
But I don't think we on the same page

And you don't really seem to notice
But this shit is getting really out of focus
I know it's feeling really broken
How I know this shit'll end up being bogus
And I don't know what I'm supposed to say to you

I don't wanna think too much
I just wanna be in love
I don't wanna miss your touch
You making me feel too much
Thinking I'm better off numb
I just wanna be in love
I don't wanna think too much, too much

I know you looking like
what you thinking
Mind wondering I'm all up in my feelings
In my dreams telling me shit while I'm sleeping
Damn I can't even believe it
Blink twice cause I seen it
I wish I hadn't seen it
I can't even believe it