HEARTBREAK & DESIRE

PART 1 - HEARTBREAK

[Verse]
I done fell in love again
Don’t know how to handle it
Every time I’m with you
I feel like I’m off of a fucking xan
Don’t want you in my oxygen
Don’t want you in my tiny brain
I don’t wanna feel this pain
I don’t wanna feel insane
I just thought it would be better to be friends
I swear to god I should’ve ran
But the way you grabbed my fucking hand
Your soft touch brought me in
I was hanging by a pin
I wanna feel your skin
I wanna make you sin
I don’t wanna admit
I love it when you grin
You’re like a drug, I tried to quit
I tried to dip, I tried to drift
I tried to— ah
Reminders from my past, I don’t wanna go back
You might be my true love, I don’t wanna test that
But the way you treat me
I don’t wanna know if it’s all a trap
I’ve been through this before
I’ve been through this enough
Am I ready to take it further than it needs to?
I need you, you need me?
You need this? It’s for free
I don’t wanna lie, I don’t need you in my life
But I’ve been thinking if you were mine
I’d feel fine
But the heartbreak is too much
For me to handle, I’m sorry
I love you, you know this

PART 2 - DESIRE

[Verse]
Knew you didn’t mean shit
I was tripping for desire
Dumbass gassing me up
Like it didn’t start a fire
You said you loved me
But I should’ve known you a liar
Lack of oxygen made me get a little bit higher so I
Got my bag back together
Feeling like the summer weather
I’ve been glowing since December
Got new friends, I’m feeling better
Fuck that heartbreak, I’ma celebrate
I’m feeling great, I graduated
Jealous bitches love to hate
Watch them fade
Shoulda known I lost my rockers
When I started dipping into fantasy
Bro, you still got me on that ecstasy
You watching me from a burner
This shit isn’t getting warmer
Then again, we ain’t friends
Gotta quit this pretend
Never understood how we went left
It should’ve ended right
My brain was feeling tight
My brain was needing light
You just didn’t have that energy
At the time, I was crying
I was dying, I was trying
You was lying
But I’m stronger, bitch, I’m making profit
Let the music talk shit
Bitches is obnoxious
Had to flex on a hoe
That’s me being toxic
Is you stupid, is you dumb?
Girly what’s the topic?
Uh, It took me years to finally let go
This attention I’ve been wanting
For awhile, it fucked my mental
But I finally got it back to where I want it
And here’s appreciation cause
If they ain’t left, I’d be suffering
And probably be dead