Catch Me

[Intro]
One, two...

[Chorus]
If I fell would you catch me?
And don't say yes
'Cause I know if you did, it's a goddamn lie
But you say it with your chest
And I confess that I feel less
And less of myself each day
And I'm dealing with stress
I feel there's a shame
If I fucking reach out to the world
And I told them that I was depressed

[Verse]
Who would've guessed I'm a mess
With a fake smile and a goatee
I guarantee nobody knows me
'Cause I keep my feelings all lowkey
You think that I'm crowded with love
And I'm chillin', they don't even notice I'm lonely
All they see is the surface
Whеn I feel there isn't a purpose in living
Whеn I'm dying slowly, shit
What if I instead died quick?
And called it the end, I quit
Then they be like, "Holy shit"
Then they'd notice the little things they didn't see in the past
And it all right clicks
They don't even know this side exists
The tides rip, then they wanna go hop on the internet talking 'bout "I miss" (Huh)

[Chorus]
If I fell would you catch me?
And don't say yes
'Cause I know if you did, it's a goddamn lie
But you say it with your chest
And I confess that I feel less
And less of myself each day
And I'm dealing with stress
I feel there's a shame
If I fucking reach out to the world
And I told them that I was depressed (Uh)

[Verse]
Life makes no sense
Head on my desk, I guess I'm next
I hit my deck, I don't wanna go flex
I don't fit in with the rest, I'm a goddamn wreck
I can't even get a text back
Knocked off my feet, been swept back
Hop off my meat, take a step back
You don't know how much meaning and sympathy one single text has (Damn)
You were never there for me
Never tried to take care for me
No one ever could bare with me
Come cry on the goddamn stairs with me
Your relief, come share with me
'Cause my life unfair you see
I'm falling, I never should read all the comments
But I don't listen to my conscience
I'm hiding, he always tried to keep me cautious
I tell him that I'm just a kid in a life that I'm livin'
And all my feelings and emotions are hidden
I ain't even kiddin' when I fucking tell you I'm sad
And that all my emotions are written
In my head, I lie dead
I really should take my meds
My eyes filled, I'm cryin'
They don't love me, they lyin' (Damn)

[Chorus]
If I fell would you catch me?
And don't say yes
'Cause I know if you did, it's a goddamn lie
But you say it with your chest
And I confess that I feel less
And less of myself each day
And I'm dealing with stress
I feel there's a shame
If I fucking reach out to the world
And I told them that I was depressed