​going to do it

[Verse]
Finally had enough, feelings overwhelming me more
I can't sleep when my head keeps thinking of before
I'm stuck in the past
I don't wanna go back in the future
I'd rather just lose it
Never speak too much
I'm too scared to tell anyone
The true way I feel
It's like I'm afraid of being ignored
I'm always ignored
A ghost to everyone

[Pre-Chorus]
And that's why I'm going to do it
I had a second chance but I blew it
I blew it

[Chorus]
I'm going to do it
I had a second chance but I blew it
I can't live like this anymore
Banging my head on the wall
With tears on thе floor
I'm going to do it

[Verse]
Losing hope as I keep on living
Everyday's a challengе, why can't I just quit it?
Let me restart or let me be reborn
Just take my arms
I can't do this dumb shit anymore
Broken but beautiful, god told me
Why did my life end up so fucking ugly?
You can't look at me in the eye
And say that there's still hope
There's no hope

[Bridge]
Ooh
(I'm gonna do it)
Ooh
(I'm gonna do it)
Ooh
(I'm gonna do it)
Woah (ooh)
(I'm gonna do-)

[Chorus]
I'm going to do it
I had a second chance but I blew it
I can't live like this anymore (Ooh)
Banging my head on the wall
With tears on the floor
I'm going to do it (Ooh)
(I'm gonna do it)