​pearl

You’re never going to be what you want to be
Everybody including me, will abandon you for the rest of your life
Your life is so delicate and fragile
And everyone around you will slowly betray your trust
And carry you like you’re just some piece of meat
Because that’s what you are
That’s what you always have been
You’re nothing to nobody
You can’t be a star
Who do you think you are
No, no you’re wrong
Please lord
Let me be the biggest star the world has ever known
Let me be perfect
I don’t wanna be a mess
I don’t wanna end up like momma
I have to be a star
Oh I tried to be what perfect is to me
And I never tried to be anybody else
All I wanna be was someone
I can’t be like anybody else
No one wants to be like me
Because they all think I’m crazy
All I ever wanted was to be a star
All I ever wanted was to be a star
All I ever wanted was to be a star
(I just wanna be a star, I just wanna be a star, I just wanna be a star)
You’re not gonna leave me here
I’m not staying on this farm
Nothing’s gonna keep me here
Not you, not Howard, not mamma, nobody
Please, I’m a star
I hate you
Please I’m a star
Nothing’s gonna keep me here
Not you, not Howard, not mamma, nobody