Addicted (To The Crowd)

Introverted nerd I'm staying to myself
Feeling nervous
isolation helped my mood improve I felt
It was perfect when the earth flipped but to you it felt like hell
But my circuits working faithfully this might improve my health
Working well,
I’m a hermit in my shell,
I’m a wizard with a spell
Making music by myself,
in the studio I dwelled.
Dropped a project but I can’t really promote it
there no shows and I hate putting work in fo’ no one to notice
diagnosis -

I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
why I do that to myself, well I think I get it now
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
looking for that validation up on stage I’ll do them proud

I’m thrown off again, I think that’s what my problem is
so why then can’t I stop it when my music has been rocking in
I been caught at my monitor poppin' off about politics
got'ta stop it this obsession, friendly but it might cause tension
among friends I don’t want the shit to end
over some nonsense that you send.
Ain’t responding to the threats
I might block it all instead.
Cause my time is money and these days I’m really being really frugal
and you kinda funny with some silly arguments not fruitful
need to heal my mental state,
take the negative away
Pushing Past the Pile of bait,
Porque that’s where the Perils wait
I’m Prepared to Pedal straight,
Past the Place of vengeful hate
I will not Perpetuate
all these Problems that you make
wanna get back to the music,
want to fill these venues now
want to get the people moving,
while the DJ plays it loud
want to hang out with my true friends who were always down
one day soon we just might do it while I rock the crowd

I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
why I do that to myself, well I think I get it now
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
I’m addicted, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the crowd
looking for that validation up on stage I’ll do them proud

So I need these ceremonies
to keep my ego up floating
because the people are hoping
to see a scene that is blowing
I show the dream is no phony
I go and bleed for hope so
I won’t be feeling so lonely
I go and scream when I’m flowing
to show these people I’m worth it
even though he is not perfect
and it goes deep past the surface,
act-u-ally put the work in
unlike these others so flaky,
so they ain’t accelerating
they all be going ghost lately
may as well choke on a veiny