Heaven or Hell (feat. AO)

I'm hearing guns spray while I'm watching my son play
Made a promise I'll get him outta here one day
I hope his smile is a sign that he trust me
I tell his mom I'm leaving, she tells me she loves me
To make it back is not a guarantee
Its clear to me, I'm walkin 'round with the flare on me
I see the reaper but I'm hoping he aint here for me
I'm praying on the daily but Its like the Lord aint hearing me
Come take a stroll thru the north side
Where everybody's on go holding four-fives
With all blessings from the most high
We get paid stay out the way and stay the most fly
The glocks merkin' hustlers is out serving
Moving squares so yeah the cops circling
Gotta play your role with no time for rehearsing
A n***a caught slippin the sentence is black hearses
Emptied clips are the reason for packed churches
Youngins with no direction and lack purpose
And that's only a scratched surface
Its crazy when diploma's a maybe but gats certain
Get a bundle and hit the block, that's workin
And if you got some eyes on you, that's curtains
Moving fast was just up in the trap surging
Now you're f***ed fresh outta luck, you back lurkin'
The ave's hurtin' feel the pain when I step
When I'm let, up in this game I'll do my thang as I rep
It's a bet, its time for change word to the name on the check
Not a threat, I promise I 'ma put this lame shit to rest
And I'm fresh, check out my J's, these b****es checking for change
Them haters checking they hip, wanna see me checked its a shame
It got me checking my rearview 'fo steppin' outta that thang
Before I leave E a bastard this ratchet I'll let it bang
Like f**k it I'll do the time, f**k it I move for mine
Joe shit gets exposed I make my moves on the calm
Nicest n**a that's in it I'll show & prove with the grind
Talking like millionaires but your pockets like you's a lie
Be thankful that you's alive, I come from a city where
The gods get crucified, wear nine's like suit & ties
Them corners colder than shoulders, bullets hotter than saunas
Get left by your right hand, he'll kill you then come & mourn ya
Tryna figure out if its Heaven or hell
'Cuz if you call this Heaven, I'm ready for hell
The squad ridin', they ready as well
They slamming doors in our faces had us ready to fail
But when the world tries to stand on you
Stand your ground and know God got a plan for you
Said when the world tries to stand on you
Stand your ground and know God got a plan for you, yeah
Some n***as got to college, some n***as go to jail
Some make it into heaven, ooh, some make it into hell
Nobody wanna lose
Nobody wanna fail
Nobody wanna die
Nobody wanna kill
The things we do, just to make it thru
Nobody wanna lose
Nobody wanna fail
Nobody wanna die
We just tryna live our lives out here