under the mistletoe

(N-SOUL)
(I miss you, Danny)
It's the third year of me being solo
I already know how this gon' go
Fuckin' that ho, real slow
Everybody hold on to each other close
Yeah, I don't need nobody for the holidays
But somedays I be wanting to say, "Hey"
Ayy, this Christmas, I'm alone again
I ain't even surprised that it happened
Oh, I just wanna know what it feels like
Under your soul, lovin' your glow, under the mistletoe
Yeah, why can't I just know?
I'm so unlucky with everything
I hate when you go
Oh, you just go, I lost hope
This Christmas, is so cold
Ayy, fuck that ho, so slow
Would that make everything in control? Would it give me hope?
Give me hope, do it slow
I ain't get a present from you to hold
Goddamn, that's cold, did you go ghost?
It's the third year of me being solo
I already know how this gon' go
Fuckin' that ho, real slow
Everybody hold on to each other close
Yeah, I don't need nobody for the holidays
But somedays I be wanting to say, "Hey"
Ayy, this Christmas, I'm alone again
I ain't even surprised that it happened
Happened, happened
Happened, happened, oh