Dear Jack

Dear jack our feelings turned to hatred
Said you loved me, we were fated
Use tricks for your manipulation
Turns out you're so calculated
Dear jack our feelings were misguided
Said I loved you, I was undecided
Use affection as distraction
Turns out you're so complicated

You called up when I was sick
And try to blame me for it
You say I'm psycho crazy bitch
Show you how crazy I can get
Repair my walls that you bulldoze
My face hurts from putting on a show
At the end I just took a backseat
Had to let Ali handle things

Dear jack our feelings turned to hatred
Said you loved me, we were fated
Use tricks for your manipulation
Turns out you're so calculated
Dear jack our feelings were misguided
Said I loved you, I was undecided
Use affection as distraction
Turns out you're so complicated

I realised long ago
I only needed you for growth
Forever would have sucked with you
Misery that you put me through
I could say I'm indifferent
Cos I was so good at healing
Then sometimes I'm reminded
All the poison that you fed me
When I tried to open up
Say I need help, I messed up
Force my thighs to see the lines
Say I should be sorry for ruining the night

Dear jack our feelings turned to hatred
Said you loved me, we were fated
Use tricks for your manipulation
Turns out you're so calculated
Dear jack our feelings were misguided
Said I loved you, I was undecided
Use affection as distraction
Turns out you're so complicated

Listen here, my dearest Jack
Played my mind till it cracked
Distort our realities
Tried to cut out my family
Listen here, my dearest jack
I could never want you back
Those you hate, they know my taste
That blonde guy and your old roommate

Dear jack our feelings turned to hatred
Said you loved me, we were fated
Use tricks for your manipulation
Turns out you're so calculated
Dear jack our feelings were misguided
Said I loved you, I was undecided
Use affection as distraction
Turns out you're so complicated