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Never thought she'd ever grow so much with someone
Yet alone
But hate both worlds

External sunshine, happy girl
Her thoughts have wandered down a black hole of a road
But she's innocent and sweet, obsessed with a love that's no good for her
Hands reach down her body, spread like roots and clench at her bones

But you never called her
Did you even love her
Like she always did?

And she loves the feeling of permanence
Entertained inside of her
Deep feelings become dangerous so stay away from me
And fast forward so the story is not as disappointing a
And skip o the part where someone loves her, anyone loves her, someone loves her
To the happy ending if there even is one

Cause all she does is sit and wait by her phone
Hoping to hear the sound of your name appear on her screen

But you never called her
Did you even love her?
I don't think you ever loved her
Like she always did