Longing For

Heart in black
Broken soul
Fucked up thoughts
Dreams of blood

Silent screams, I'm helpless
Boiling brain, I'm restless
Darkest night so endless
Burning rage so mindless

Wish to talk
But no one cares
Locked in a cage
I can not breathe

I can not smile, can not sleep
I can not eat, can only booze

How am I supposed to live
While I'm drowning in my guilt
Longing for peace but sentenced to kill
How am I supposed to forget
All the madness I have seen
Longing for life but left to die