Fear of Death

I'm afraid to die
I think about it all the time
It won't go away
It haunts me
I can't get it off my mind
What can I do?
It's just there
That's why I was so quick to notice
Mr. Grey add in the tabloid I was reading aloud
The headline hit home
Fear Of Death, it said

You're disappointed, I can tell
At some level, everyone fears death
I fear it right up front
I don't know how or why it happens
But I can't be the only one…

No I don't wanna leave you
And I don't wanna deceive you
I am all yours
And I never I never intended
For it all to be ended
I appalled, stalled and offended
Now I'm all yours
And forever and ever and ever
And forever and evermore

I do wanna die first
But that doesn't mean I'm not afraid
I'm terribly afraid
I'm afraid all the time
What if death is nothing but sound
Electrical noise, niform, white
Sometimes it sweeps over me
Sometimes it insinuates itself into my mind little by little
I try not to talk to it
Not now, Death...

No I don't wanna leave you
And I don't wanna deceive you
I am all yours
And I never I never intendedFor it all to be ended
I appalled, stalled and offended
Now I'm all yours
And forever and ever and ever
And forever and ever and ever
And forever and ever and ever
And forever and evermore