Red Light

High, feeling hangover
I'm just going down
With my breath sober

I don't know why
But it always happens
The answers are unknown
But I think I'm right
When I crawl inside of me

I crave for love so hard
I want to play the good part
But what I really need now
It's healing from my childhood traumas

Just cause I'm always nice
Doesn't mean I'm feeling fine
I just keep it all inside
Until breaking doesn't fix it

I've tried crossing with the red light
Just to prove if I've become more adult
But as I am crossing so many lines
I think I need more time for growing up

My mind is overcrowded
Too many faces
Too many options
cll my regrets
Standing in the hallway
Just one more question
cnd it will be over

cnd I think this is confusing me a little too much
Conflicting opinions fighting for escaping the law
I'm a little criminal
In the stand
Waiting for the last judgement

I've tried crossing with the red light
Just to prove if I've become more adult
But as I am crossing so many lines
I think I need more time for growing up

cnd I'm not saying
That I don't like
The shivers running through my body
cs I'm crossing
The road
Even if there's nobody
Watching
I say this is the last time
But I fall again from time to time

cnd I'm not saying
That I don't like
The shivers running through my body
cs you are touching
My skin
Even if you're just somebody
I say this is the last time
But I fall again from time to time

cs I'm running I just keep ignoring
The voices shouting on my back to stop

I've tried crossing with the red light
Just to prove if I've become more adult
But as I am crossing so many lines
I think I need more time for growing up

cnd I'm not saying
That I don't like
The shivers running through my body
cs I'm crossing
The road
Even if there's nobody
Watching
I say this is the last time
But I fall again from time to time

cnd I'm not saying
That I don't like
The shivers running through my body
cs you are touching
My skin
Even if you're just somebody
I say this is the last time
But I fall again from time to time