Stupid

I'm so stupid
I can't get through this
And I feel you in my bones
I'll be searching for your ghost

Deep end
Drownin' out on the weekends
Mindless sex with no meanin'
Everyone's got their reasons
Blood cold
Through my heart on a dirt road
Gory scene, Tarantino
Can't you see how you left me?

Blue pill flushin' down my system
Fuck your words, you leave me guessin'
Tell me why
I still chase your high

'Cause I'm so stupid
Why do I do this?
I could feel you in my bones
I keep searching for your ghost
I'm so stupid
I can't get through this
'Til I find my way back home
I'll be searching for your ghost

Fade out
Heavy eyes gettin' weighed down
You're in my body like morphine
Take it easy on me
'Cause even when the darkness falls
I can see your red light call
And tell me why
I still chase your high

'Cause I'm so stupid
Why do I do this?
I could feel you in my bones
I keep searching for your ghost
I'm so stupid
I can't get through this
'Til I find my way back home
I'll be searching for your ghost