So Close

(Intro)
(Spoken) I just wanna be real, I'm not worried about the music, or about people. But God at 4 o'clock in the morning, I'm worried about my soul. I know somebody knows what I'm going through, but I just can't talk to anybody. Lord I gotta talk to you. I know that there's somebody going through the same thing, or feeling the same way. You feel like you're about to lose your mind. You can't trust family. You can't trust friends. You can't even trust the members at your own church. You're about to break down. Your about to loose it, but you gotta hold it together. What I've learned from this experience is this is where God wants you to totally trust him. Be real with him. Forget about tradition. Forget about problems, situations and just be real with him. He already knows your faults. He already knows your needs. He knows what you did yesterday. He knows what your doing today. For somebody who knows all that, he has to be close. So when it looks like he is so far away, just know that he is right there. Still so close that he can rescue you. Please listen Lord.

There are many decisions that I've got to make
But Lord I'm scared of making the same mistakes
Oh so many corners to turn, so many lessons to learn
But I'm so scared, scared cause I'm about to let go of you

Lord I feel so
So close
To loosing my mind, I don't know what to do
So close
To losing my place, because the bills are due
So close
To walking from you, totally totally now
So close