Fresh

It’s hard to believe I let it get to this point
Another night of clawing and cracking my joints
And all I ever wanted was to do what’s right
I never thought this person I had lived inside

Of every mistake and every new need
Of every disappointment and moment of weakness
I’m not really sure if what I see is real
Another low morning and pills for meals

And all I ever wanted was to fall asleep on time

I just wanted to be fresh for you
I just wanted to be next to you
I just wanted to undress with you
I just want to lay in bed with you
I just wanted to invest in you
I just wanted to rest with you
I just wanted to be next to you
I just wanted to be fresh

I remember the first time you looked at me weird
Your voice started shaking you were hiding your tears
And all I ever wanted was to do what’s right
But stopping wasn’t going so I paced at night

And enough was enough when the stash that you flushed
Lead me to realize enough is enough
I guess I really don’t know how low I can go
I guess I really don’t know how low I can go

And all I ever wanted was to fall asleep on time

I just wanted to be fresh for you
I just wanted to be next to you
I just wanted to undress with you
I just want to lay in bed with you
I just wanted to invest in you
I just wanted to rest with you
I just wanted to be next to you
I just wanted to be fresh