a lost note left behind

KIRAW

Why am I back falling in the fucking black?
I can't see around, all I do is wish to die
I look inside, what is this? What's my life?
I want to die, this my note to say goodbye
Never felt right, never felt the warmth inside
I wish to fucking die, accept me up inside the sky
Stuck inside this void, will I have the peace of mind?
Done a lot wrong, I know I'll burn in underside
Will they hear my cries? I never show my true emotions
You try and ask me but my mind is buried deep in oceans
The only way to reach me if I crack from all these erosions
I'm stuck inside this Hell, feeling like I'm fucking frozen
Will I ever die? Stuck inside my fucking mind
God I'm fucking high, why won't I fucking fly?
I wonder why I always see the devils eye
It's written the sky, this my note to say goodbye
I'm in the motions, that's why I'm always fucking ghosting
I want to be controlling, yet my mind just isn't open
Its okay though, I'm done with all the fucking searching
I've realised now, I'll sleep inside the fucking oceans