I AM A BURDEN TO MYSELF

Run from me, you cannot hide from me
I hear you say a fucking prayer but there is no time for shit
You are a burden in my life that I've been trying to quit
Now I go out in the dark and I will try to commit
Everyday I wake up feeling like I'm in an abyss
Everything I'm doing does not ever fill up the pit
I'm sick and tired of all of this, I just wanna lay down and quit
I'ma keep on fucking going get up out of this shit
I said

Run from me, you cannot hide from me
I hear you say a fucking prayer but there is no time for it
I am a burden to myself and I don't know how to fit
Want to get out of this mood but it's all I ever get
Honestly, I'm drained, can't you see?
I've got nothing left inside, I'm tryna make my fucking peace
Open up my mind and watch my life before I take the hit
Let me rest inside my casket till I rot and forget
I'ma run from it, come from it, feel the lifeless hum from it
Nullify my mind, make me motherfucking stunned from it
If it lets me feel okay, I'll take a bun from it
Spray me with a gun, send me to the sun, promise

Run from me, you cannot hide from me
I hear you say a fucking prayer but there is no time for shit
You are a burden in my life that I've been trying to quit
Now I go out in the dark and I will try to commit
Everyday I wake up feeling like I'm in an abyss
Everything I'm doing does not ever fill up the pit
I'm sick and tired of this, I just wanna lay down and quit
I'ma keep on fucking going get up out of this shit