no ambitions
[Verse: D'Haelo]
How am I supposed to live social without the right goals?
I'm so tired of being tired, my feelings are so recycled
On the bus, when I look at the window
I realized I'm just a small fish like a minnow
Ay, yuh, it fucking sucks, there's nothing to debate
I don't have anything to say except I'm not feelin' great
I feel so much better when I just isolate from this world
I pray so much for a better day
Fucked up, fucked up, the hatred, people feel on me is so unjust
I feel so safe staying in my bedroom so imma just
Stay home, stay in my house
And rap about how I hate myself while I keep the lights out
Until I timeout to keep me some rest
I don't want to get burnt out like a cigarette
Another regret, you can't mess with a mess
I feel like I'm very unable to speak
Are you with me? 'cause I might be
[Verse: Theo]
Hopeless, starting at the ceiling in my room
I hate being unmotivated, I just want to bloom
Careless, keep on cleaning all the mess
Accumulating some stress, I'll lay down a bit I guess
But I don't need any help, I will deal with it myself
I want to take care of my health but no one to land me a hand
Oh wait, I keep on refusing help from others
I'm useless, I just want to fucking change and evolve
In a good way, don't go, please, baby, try again
Don’t leave me breathless, waking up with cold sweats
Just dreamt about my death and the day I'll leave this place
Scared and fulfilled with regrets, I'm asking for a bit of grace
Staring at the sky while the rain is falling down
Cannot hear a sound, even if I scream inside
My road is fading out, that stands for the nowhere
My room is completely empty, that stands for the void