​void

Took the step with the wrong reputation
I wasn't even sure about my amazement
Before it was even too late to change quick
I built up the hatred inside me and savor it
Low self-esteem so show me how
Show me now, how can I be so proud?
Striving for the wrong goal now, that's my lifestyle
Put myself in the pressure with a forced smile
Put myself in a clown costume
I thought this is a way to hide from my problems
Now I kinda wanna get the feeling to see them rot and
Probably this would be a bettеr way to solve 'em
Close your еyes then you realized I've been stuck like that
Extraordinary thoughts, yeah, that's all I've had
Extraordinary thoughts, yeah, that's all I've had
Easily fragile like glass

I'm a dumb fucker, but you's a fake hoe
People cold as ice, their heart is so frio
In a matrix like Neo, don't give a fuck what y'all know
Never thought I could waste somewhere else than in the casino