Suicide Forest

I don't feel a thing
I miss being in love
I've been lost for so long
I don't recognize myself
Look how far we've gone
I'll take anything you offer
Looking for oblivion
The only thing that helps

Lord knows it's a long road
Lord knows I don't trust him
I know I'm a lost cause
I know I'm worth nothing
I built my whole world
I brought all this on myself
Looking for oblivion
The only thing that helps

I hurt myself, but not like how you think
A knife is far too simple
And not painful enough
Look how far we've gone
Every day is worse and worse
Try to burn myself out
But there's still so much further left to go

"What do you want?"
"I want you to hurt me"