Part of Life

Born on a side walk know as a pavement
They say talk is cheap
But these words are my last hope of any payment
The point on my engravement is a part of my entertainment
The choice of life and death pity excuse
When the enemy has no remorse but to aim at
how u going spend your last days with a death breath on your dead bed
Still tryna figure out what my pain meant
When it said I'm way bent tryna invent a quote that ain't heaven sent
My heart been like a camp site
Just the tent ain't to tight
And yet having to continue fighting doesn't feel right
Doesn't feel like I've been living a free Will before I give my last breath
They going wanna score brownie points on this rough voice
And claim the split was a though choice
Been on a path gambling with life without faking it
Waking up to a rude awakening these visions been hard to maintain
It ain't bout the fame we all live differently
But it all ends the same
Shits Driving me insane might jump off this plane
But that wouldn't be sane
Comparing my tears to the rain every step I take ain't in vain
Every oppressed I've slain every key I tried couldn’t unlock me from these chains
You gotta understand.

This road ain't been easy for me
This road ain't been easy for me
Been rejected on begging knees
God send me an angel please
My head hurts, my body aches

It doesn't matter how many going wanna get u down
You gotta focus on the ones that's going push u into your destiny and listen
I know how hard it can be when the words u don't expect to hear from your loved ones
Hurt deeper then those from a stranger
I've been beat down to the ground
But then they can't take away what my heart found
I'd kill my self to bring back my people that is no longer around,
Chilling in the clouds
Playing trumpet sounds so loud it's only making me stronger
To get back up and face whatever nightmare comes my way and starting today
I'ma never let my verses go astray
Death was the last note I burnt in that ashtray
It took me more then a moment to recapture
What I was really living for this house
Everything around me doesn't really matter
When I can't live up to the standards of my destiny
Looked in the mirror threatened the devil to stop messing with me
The path may be broad but I'm on narrow streak
Fighting for the right to be heard can't sleep, can't breath
Hell I can't eat got to much on my mind unwind define
That being gifted with this sight got me blind
To what is so hard to find an unlucky hand
When you've gotta royal flush knowing your one of a kind but then again

This road ain't been easy for me
Been rejected on begging knees
God send me an angel please an angel please
God send me an angel