Get Back Up

You can't
Let nobody stand in your way
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh
And take down
Everything that you can not change now
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh

Always on my own
It's all I'd ever thought I'd be
Your cover now is blown
But you won't ruin my legacy
Those punches that you thrown
Was weighing on me heavily
But I'm getting back to me
I know that won't be a memory
I told you that I'd stay forever
And that I'd never leave
But you controlled me every day
Till my energys deplete
To the point where I can't eat
And I barely even sleep
You used me, but talked to him
A damn accessory
Was all I was to you
Cause I thought that together we
Could conquer anything
Instead you left me in treachery
When I had hopes and dreams of us
To have some real longevity
I tried everything for you
Now I am in jeopardy
Of trusting another girl
I don't know if whether she
Wants me or someone else
You picked me apart so cleverly
I can't tell if it just happened
Or this shit was done intentionally
I don't know if Im okay
Or if I will ever be

You can't
Let nobody stand in your way
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh
And take down
Everything that you can not change, now
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh

I barely know who I am
But I know who I was
You really meant it when
You said push comes to shove
And then you added punches and
Said I was being rough
What we had was lust
When, can we change and call it love?
I'm tired of the feeling of
Not being enough or
That I'm unappealing and
That I should give up
I'm tired of the cheating
But that we won't discuss
I'm tryna stop the bleeding
Heal myself and change
And hopefully adjust
Into a better person
And that one we'll both be seeing
When you really need me
You'll never keep on needing
I feel how it feels to try to sleep
But never end up sleeping
When I sleep I dream of you
And can only keep on dreaming
Then I wake up, out of nowhere
And I'm almost screaming,
I just have take a breath
So I can keep on breathing
No matter how warm I am
I'm always cold and freezing
This is what I mean when I say
I've been killing demons

You can't
Let nobody stand in your way
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh
And take down
Everything that you can not change, now
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh

I know I hurt you in the past
That was never my intent
I was just a kid in love
Long distance over text
And then I met yourself in person hoping we'd reset
So I get why you hurt me back
Please trust me I regret
That I ever hurt you
When In my mind your so perfect
We went through all of that for nothing??
Nah there was a purpose
You really are so beautiful
I've never been made nervous
Then on the day I met you
I, hid behind the curtain
I went to open up the door
And I became so wordless
First time meeting after years
I'm proud our love resurfaced
I hate the thought of other love
That thought is so disturbing
I've waited for you my whole life
I'll never keep on searching
I feel like such a burden
Cause my lifes a 3 ring circus
Avoiding to be swerving
Cause I'm built like a short circuit
I used to love what I do more
Now it feels like I'm a servant
Together we will get back up
That I know for certain

You can't
Let nobody stand in your way
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh
And take down
Everything that you can not change, now
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh

You can't
Let nobody stand in your way
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh
And take down
Everything that you can not change, now
You just gotta get back up
Yeah
You just gotta get back up
Oh Oh