IntroductionToThesis

So many philosophers, not enough students
Got enough sound now, not enough music
Physically they say they're present, mentally they're truant
Emotions making walls without foundations or a blueprint
Forcing so much energy, not enough expression
So many lies told! But not enough confessions
Living off an impulse always leads to some repentance
When convictions to be cynics only stem from bad decisions
I watch it all indifferent.... but see it from my eyes
Routine behavior leads to nothing new
Save the "surprise"
I lust to live spontaneous and others lack the drive;
I'm just not entertained with more of the same out of life
So I'm sorry you're upset
But I'm more sorry for my apathy
Lack of any feeling in any way is a tragedy
But with the way society's desensitized
I feel as if more normalcy would only break my mind

Are you ALIVE now?
Can you see me?
I've been calling out to Elsewhere; can you read me?
I can feel you listening so can you just reply
So I know that I'm not alone just talking to the sky....