Mixed Emotions

Yeah
I just gotta get some shit off my chest
Fallin for forever
And she know I'm better
But I know I had to let go
Ridin roun the city on my own
Chasin dreams done got me all alone
Basic hoes stay blowin up my phone
Family say I need to watch my tone
Stressin tryna make up my debut
Bitches steady lovin on the crew
Fear no longer fuckin up my view
In the end I know it's me and you
Always think about you when I'm lit
Not the one to love I can admit
Knowin we should prolly call it quits
Trauma made us feel like we unfit
Fallin for forever
And she know I'm better
But I know I had to let go
Made the cut, incision
Not the right decision
Hurtin you was wrong
And I know
Had to walk the lonely road
Vultures itchin at my soul
Losing you I paid the toll
Leveled up and stole the show
In the end it's really just my pride
Conscious say I need to let it slide
Feelings that I had to learn to hide
Some shit you could neva put aside
Distance only made us feel it more
Loving started feelin like a chore
Tryna function though I lost my core
Know I never felt like this before
Trust is something that is hard to find
Doubt is always runnin through my mind
Never been the one to see the signs
Knowing that I can't get back time
Fallin for forever
And she know I'm better
But I know I had to let go
Made the cut, incision
Not the right decision
Hurtin you was wrong
And I know
Hurtin you was wrong
And I know
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
Hmm