Abandoned

I put the pen on the page and feel a venomous rage
And what I say to your face leave you offended for days
Look at all the strays I defended, I'm brave
I see a lot of evil That I gotta send to a grave
Imminently and definitively finish em clean
Death, it's a primitive scene
The way I'm steppin' never timid to me
I'm remarkable, no limits in reach
Take a hit of the reefer
Now everything is copacetic
These corporations are just so pathetic
Why'd I say that? I don't know I'll leave it open-ended
Authenticity's a rule, yeah, there's no pretendin
I am no apprentice
Reminisce back when I was so defenseless
Now I'm so defensive
Not an honorary mention
I put em on high notice
If I had a dollar for every time that I floated on a beat
I would meet my quota
I'm gon' lose my mind if I don't write down my thoughts
I won't waste my time with what's abandoned and lost
I'm gon' lose my mind if I don't write down my thoughts
I won't waste my time with what's abandoned and lost
I need a place to vent
These demons think that my head is another space to rent
I wanna make sure they never show face again
Every time I'm in the place, it's just a great event
Let it breathe and take it in
Gray areas interruptin' my color palette
Get scarier every day like my fuckin' talent
Kicked out of the palace for being fuckin' callous
Check the stats on my blood work I've got malice
Growlin in the very pit of my stomach
I'm leavin' them flummoxed
I'm givin' them a reason to summon
Inner demons or somethin
With the meanest destruction
How will I break through if the scene is obstructed
I'm talkin' hip-hop
Opinionated, never flip-flop
I'm in tip-top shape, let em kick rocks
Fifth shot, gettin' wasted while I sip scotch
Plus a couple OZs and a Ziploc
I'm gon' lose my mind if I don't write down my thoughts
I won't waste my time with what's abandoned and lost