Dark Times

I don't know which side of the fence I reside
I don't know which part of my life I should call right
Some people came in my life as a lesson
But others always came as a blessing
I'm out of words but I gotta say
Some dark times take the sun away

I wanna leave, no I wanna stay
Part of me wants to run away
I can't believe I ain't the same guy I used to be
Some new people in my life are not yet used to me
But I ain't gonna let them down
Even though some people let me down
I ain't gonna scream and shout and ask someone to help me out
Just take me out
Of this mess
All I'm asking for is a little love and peace
Tired of being leash, yeah

I don't know which side of the fence I reside
I don't know which part of my life I should call right
Some people came in my life as a lesson
But others always came as a blessing
I'm out of words but I gotta say
Some dark times take the sun away

Yeah
My brain is dead and my soul is in heaven
Just a body with some strings attached and controlled by the Devil
He got a bad vision for my life
But I guess that's why it's so hard to come alive
It's not a fight it's war
With no one else but myself
Gotta put my relationships on a shelf
And let it go with a gun
Pointing straight to my head
I've had a lot of thoughts about death
Hope I make it out the mess

I don't know which side of the fence I reside
I don't know which part of my life I should call right
Some people came in my life as a lesson
But others always came as a blessing
I'm out of words but I gotta say
Some dark times take the sun away