Dark Night in the Dome
When I talk to myself and I'm losing my sleep
I admit I am stuck in a rut
Try to drown all my thoughts with a bottle of green
Fill the hole, but it's never enough
I could run all I want for the burden to ease
But I know that is wrong in my gut
Wanna heal from the pain that prevents all my peace
Want relief, I need help from above
I want to be free, free to be me
Free to to do all that I please
But I am replete
Replete with the feeling that I'm not complete
And I don't agree, that I'm really me
When dealing with dеmons and all of their heat
I fumble around, unablе to see
Connection between the cause and effect that I reap
Broken person
I'm down and hurting
Need some loving from my momma
Like I need a sermon
So tell me what's the verdict
Is there a purpose
To figure out the answer
Guess I'm going searching
When I talk to myself and I'm losing my sleep
I admit I am stuck in a rut
Try to drown all my thoughts with a bottle of green
Fill the hole, but it's never enough
I could run all I want for the burden to ease
But I know that is wrong in my gut
Wanna heal from the pain that prevents all my peace
Want relief, I need help from above
The burdens of life, they keep on getting in my way
Wasting time and my energy so I can keep 'em at bay
Put in grind and some elbow grease so I finish my degree
But I feel like I don't even really know what I should be
Mull my mind when I stay up late so I start to lose my sleep
Deal with pride and the enemy, searching, fighting for my peace
Lurk the lines, look at anything and I promise you will see
That I'm hurting myself when I'm defined by what I achieve
When I talk to myself and I'm losing my sleep
I admit I am stuck in a rut
Try to drown all my thoughts with a bottle of green
Fill the hole, but it's never enough
I could run all I want for the burden to ease
But I know that is wrong in my gut
Wanna heal from the pain that prevents all my peace
Want relief, I need help from above
This thing is so malicious
I know I'll never miss it
I kick 'em out my mind then house and then right out my district
I know if I had wishes
I'd wish that I could fix it
But being human means my brokenness can't be prevented
I know he'll come and visit
Torment is so relentless
But when he does I'll put him down like an animal clinic
To fight my inner menace
I need to learn to hate it
I was created with a purpose
I don't have to make it