something that ur not

I ain't ever been hurt quite like this
Got a pencil and a paper in my hand
And I ain't never had a dream quite like this
So come on, aren't you ready to blow?
Just a couple more years, we'll take it slow
Pretty soon, we'll have it all

I been by myself
Don't care about my health
Don't wanna talk about it
I'ma stay inside my shell
They cursin me to hell
I'll never asked for help
Till it all comes falling down
I don't understand
I can be anything that I want
While you hate
Is it really cause I'm something that you're not?
I'm something that you're not
Something that you're not
Is it really cause I'm something that you're not

I ain't ever been hurt quite like this
Got a pencil and a paper in my hand
And I ain't never had a dream quite like this
So come on, aren't you ready to blow?
Just a couple more years, we'll take it slow
Pretty soon, we'll have it all