​and i still care a bit but i rather get high n feel like shit bout it

[Intro]
Don't—
Don't be like me, don't
Don't follow this shit
'Cause you just gon' end up fucking sick, it ain't— it ain't good
​ego mackey

[Chorus]
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, yeah, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I know I been taking too much, always saying it never enough
What you want? I ain't the one, just been tryna make it numb
Just been tryna turn down, waste away my liver, lungs
I was just tryna have some fun, now my sickness never done
Saying, saying I should stop, like I ain't wan' fucking rot
Like I'm far from cooking rocks, all this pain, still in shock
[?], wish my life could be swapped
[?] cops, I wish I never [?] (Yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up
(Yeah, yeah, uh, yeah)

[Verse 2]
I got fenty, I got fentanyl, [?]
Leave you empty, dirty on me, selling presses, never think less
[?]
[?] no love left in me
Told myself drugs all I need, waking up feeling so weak
Waking up, it been 'bout week, feeling like I'm 'bout to tweak
All these feelings [?] (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, with all these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I, think I give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up
I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb
Only way I'm having fun, yeah, with all of these drugs
And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck?
Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up