jo

You know I am so sick of
Living in this town as a trophy
When I can be oceans away and
Tend to my brain
I know it isn't that simple
But yes it is
At least for men it is

I'll sit here and make coffee
Write books and smash the patriarchy
Or so they'll tell me
Do I just give up just
Like my sister
Two point five kids
And feel indifferent
About my situation
And feel so lonely

Is it wrong
Is it right
Is it just too hard to try
And I wouldn't think that he's the one at all
I'll force myself enough to fall
I know it isnt that simple
But yes it is
At least for them it is

And I'll sit here and look pretty
Cross my legs say something witty
Fall apart but it's not biggy
Well ain't that shitty
And I don't know much but it's not right
Living your days with so much spite
Air's too tight
Is this what it means to be alive
And feel so lonely

I'll sit here with my mouth shut
Give up won't listen to my gut

And I've got no stories for you
I've got nothing left to prove
I'm blaming it all on you you you
I don't want to die by myself
Or put my dreams on a shelf
Don't know what's left I can do do do

And I'll sit here with my coffee
Spill the milk why don't you darling
Fall apart but it's not biggy
And I'll be so lonely
And I don't know much
But it's not right
Living your days with so much spite
Air's too tight
Is this what it means to be alive and feel so