i thought about taking my life last night

feeling so depressed
why am i a mess, yeah
feel it in my head
how do i express it

wanna tell my friends
wanna tell my best friend
that i thought about taking my life last night

but don't let my momma find out
tell her she don't have a thing to worry about
i don't need her wild with doubt
i know she'll think i'm selfish, i'm not selfish- i'm just all by myself

i'm not selfish, i'm just trying to find
answers to my questions and peace of mind

taking a breath cause i know that i have plenty of time
to figure out why i'm here and alive
when i'm depressed, it's cause i'm not understanding
why i exist, yeah i struggle with this

i don't know what to do
yeah i wanna tell you
i don't wanna lose my life just yet

feel like i have so much left, i am not done yet
no, i'm not done yet

i know if i try my best, if i try my best
i will make it through this