Questions

Elijah
You ever sit and think what's it all for
Why you can have everything still want more
How it all goes down no one can be sure
Cold hearted still my heart is pure
If anyone is listening give me a sign
Prove yourself to me I'll call you mine
You man's stay quiet I'll be fine
I made it this far on my own I'll be fine
Sitting in church, preacher talking but I ain't listening
Seen too many good guys play the victim
Still some days i think that somethings missing
Commitment issues with relationships and religion
Maybe I need red bottoms to be Christian
Maybe be a Muslim if I didn't lack discipline
Tried meditating, got too many thoughts
Tried to journal, can only write bars
Tried to read the bible, it went over my head
Search quotes from Quran, I felt what was said
Scratching the surface, scared to go deep
I can't live according to someone's else needs
Especially a guy that can't be seen
But when I'm scared I'm on my knees
Looking to the sky, looking for something real
Till then I'll live life the way I feel
You ever sit and think what's it all for
Why you can have everything still want more
How it all goes down no one can be sure
Cold hearted still my heart is pure
If anyone is listening give me a sign
Prove yourself to me I'll call you mine
You man's stay quiet I'll be fine
I made it this far on my own I'll be fine
On my own now, I made my bed
These the type of questions that fill my head
If I get it all will I finally rest
If the world end tomorrow, what's gonna happen next
Calm guy, but when I think like this I'm stress
Only when I sneeze, I feel blessed
Is religion the answer, it's all just a guess
Scientific method, i put it to the test
All of these thoughts, I wish didn't exist
Finally understand the meaning of ignorance is bliss
Plus I want my god to be with the shit
And understand I'm being cheeky when I say bitch
My fam has faith but to me he's a myth
I try to judge, the guy pleads the fifth
I could be a Christian if the rules were like ymcmb in 09, they had a lil twist
You ever sit and think what's it all for
Why you can have everything still want more
How it all goes down no one can be sure
Cold hearted still my heart is pure
If anyone is listening give me a sign
You can prove yourself to me I'll call you mine
You man's stay quiet I'll be fine
I made it this far on my own I'll be fine