About Losing Control

How did I manage
To lose myself this hard
I’m chasing my dreams
But it doesn’t feel enough
I try to keep smiling
But it feels like something doesn’t add
So I try to control everything around me
And I know it’s in my head
I feel like I’m losing control
And you didn’t ask for much
You were damn right
You were damn right
This time
I feel like I’m falling
Of this mountain I’ve created
You were damn right
You were damn right
All this time
Thought it would be over by now
Thought that I would feel alright again
Thought that something would’ve changed
But it doesn’t seem to end
I had to keep smiling
But it feels like something isn’t right
So maybe I have to let go
Everything around me
And I know it’s in my head
I feel like I’m losing control
And you didn’t ask for much
You were damn right
You were damn right
All this time
Of this mountain I’ve created
You were damn right
You were damn right
This time
I feel like I’m finally alright
And this mountain
It’s gone now
I was damn right
I was damn right
All this time
This time