Big Fun Party

If we went to a party, we both know I'd have more fun
But you would find the one that you're supposed to love
And maybe it would be me, but I'd be lost in it all
And you would find the one that you're supposed to call (supposed to call)

The worst part of it all is how he talked over beauty
Or how you're pretending you ever saw it in him truly
You're just like him, in a way
You stay away to stay sane
He broke my brain
But you broke my heart just the same

But I'll stay it out, don't get me wrong, I'll always stay
And I'll weigh it out in every song, in every way
And at night I'll lay down by your side after the day
And I'll pray for you to say to go and stay away
To finally go away

The worst part of it all is how you thought you knew beauty
Or how you're pretending you ever saw it in me truly
Because I'm just like him, in a way
I stay away to stay sane
He broke your brain
But I broke your heart just the same

I know that you loved me but didn't know how
So I'm left with this feeling of wanting it now
Don't worry, I don't mean that I want you back
I just mean I want something that I've never had
And now that I finally start to move on
I hate you for leaving and love you are gone

Now that I'm leaving you want me again
And that's when you start to remind me of him
I've started to grow so defeated and thin
I don't know if to go or stay's giving in

The worst part of it all it how I thought you taught me beauty
Or how I'm pretending I don't still think you did it truly
Because I'm just like you, in a way
I need to say to stay sane:
You broke your brain
But I broke my heart just the same