Heavy

I've gotten heavy
Nobody wanna told me up
Ain't asking for help
I'm stubborn and I know myself

I've gotten heavy
Nobody wanna hold me up
Ain't asking for help
I should be strong enough to do it myself

But I haven't slept in weeks
Not a wink
It must be all the drink

Yeah it keeps me up
Makes me think
Too much too deep
I'm too young to feel this shit
I wonder how I can hold my breath

I think the sky looks pretty
Even though the weather's shitty
I bet you right now
That behind all the clouds are blue
I'm telling you

I think there's hope up there for me
Maybe I can finally meet Amy
Just gotta get out of this
Old city

Trying to relax
Kick back put on the tv
Gave up on myself
Started writing my CV
And Jackie didn't help
She's always talking money this and money that
Get a job instead of sitting round and getting fat

I haven't slept in weeks
Not a wink
It must be all the drink

Yeah it keeps me up
Makes me think
Too much too deep
I'm too young to feel this shit
I wonder how long I can hold my breath

I think the sky looks pretty
Even though the weather's shitty
I bet you right now
That behind all the clouds are blue I'm telling you

I think there's hope up there for me
Maybe I can finally meet Amy
Just gotta get out of this old city

What’s meant to be will be
If I go under don’t save me
I’m not afraid
No I’m not afraid

Coz I bet I’ll get played
Better get paid
Send it to my mumma and my family estate
Hit a billion plays
Label gets paid
From another dead singer but now you know my name

I think there's hope up there for me
Maybe I can finally meet Amy
Just gotta get out of this old city

What’s meant to be will be
If I go under don’t save me
I’m not afraid
No I’m not afraid