Switch Pt. I

I often wonder if you think of me like I think of you?
I often wonder what you think and if you miss me too?
I'm not really that sure what should I do?
A fuzzy feeling in my stomach is it deja-vu? I'm not too sure yet
All I wanted was to hold your hand and look up at the stars while I
Rename couple constellations after you, and maybe even planets, like Jupiter
Used to ring my line up all the time like Saturn, now I'm in the dust like Pluto
Used to trust your words, now I'm out here looking like a puto
Used to think you were my world, now I'm thinking it was pseudo magic
Living in a world that's so tragic tragic
That's a throwback
Never knew me that long you wouldn't even know that, know that
Retract that, rewind that, I hate you, you knew that
I just want shit to be like it was, fuck, I know it won't but I can wish

Ain't Nintendo but you know the switch
Like Kim possible, I'm out here wondering whats the sitch
I'm feeling the beat and I'm feeling myself, fuck you bitch
Gave you all of me but you only wanted part of me, you're fucking up my health
Never had much wealth to begin with
If I ever had any it'd be yours, not a myth that's a fact
If I ever called you out on it you would flip, give me puppy eyes
And when I say no you would dip
And if I say yes you would sit, on my lap, tongue and tongue-tied til you ran outta breath
Tongue twister, you would know cause you taught me that
Tell me shitty lies and I put that on a track, you on blast bitch, I won't take it back
It's clear to see these feelings weren't mine to catch
It's clear to see that our lives were mismatched
If I could wish upon a star, I would take it all back
No regrets

Fuck the sadness fuck the bullshit thank you to my day ones
Without y'all, there would be no Emi spitting on this beat
Without y'all, there would be no beaner spitting all this heat
So from the bottom of my tiny tiny heart, I say
Thank you