Deep Too

Oooo, tell me
Oooo, oooo, yeah
Oooo, tell me
Oooo, oooo, yeah

I dedicate this song
To all 3 of my mothers
My birth mom Robin
My grandma Lillie
And my aunt Pam
Who both raised me for 12 years
And to my brothers from her
I love you

Birth mom died at two
Everybody knows that
But when my aunt died, too
I felt my heart go back
Down into depression
Like it did
When my grandma Lillie died
We was so close
It felt like my soul
Split when she died
Lost her in 09
Was out of town
Didn't get to see her
And my birth mom
Never really got to meet her
Lost all 3 of y'all, I'm strong
But Ion feel G enough
Feel like God saw all of my wounds
And felt they weren't deep enough
Ion understand loss
What is it really teaching us
Cause ever since 2012
Life really been speeding up
The world moving so fast
I'm just barely keeping up
Man we needed you, Ma
Just like you needed us
Why did you have to leave
Why did my brother have to see
The light leave yo eyes
Said he saw a rainbow inside
Since that day, we could all tell
He aint really been that right
2018 cancer took his life
But I really feel
Like he died that night
When our mom died
My brothers died, too
How to heal all of our pain
I wish I knew
I look to God like
What's really going on
Ion understand
They say lean on faith
Not understanding
So, I just keep praying
You could be happy one day
Then death come
And rock the boat
Tried so many drugs
Just to mask the pain
But none of em worked
So I stopped em cold
Sara, this beat dope
So, I dropped dope bars
Just to let you know
But now we gotta
Switch up the flow
Cause this song getting
Way too emotional
But

Oooo, tell me
Oooo, oooo, yeah, yeah
Oooo, tell me
Oooo, oooo, yeah