If Only

There's so many things we left undone
So much we didn't do
Still got that shirt you let me borrow
That I never returned to you

So many things I should've done
But I always got off track
Here's the money that I owe you
That you never asked for back

'Cause you never asked for anything,
Not anything at all
Except once in a while
You'd ask if I could give you a call

How I wish that I had listened then
How I wish I gave a damn
How I wish that I could call you now
Just to tell you how I am

If only I had found the time
If only I had even tried
If only I had done enough
Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much

Since the day you left us
Things just haven't been the same
My family hasn't spoken
Since the day you went away

If only you could see us now
I know you'd be ashamed
Can you send me a sign from heaven
And help us change our ways?

If only I had found the time
If only I had even tried
If only I had done enough
Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much

I can hear your voice in everything
In every single song
And it's tough holding my head up high
Still knowing that you're gone

These times are so confusing
But I know that in the end
We will spread our wings and fly away
The day we meet again

Don't leave, I need you now

If only I had found the time
If only I had even tried
If only I had done enough
Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much
I need you now

If only I had found the time (I need you now)
If only I had even tried (I need you now)
If only I had done enough (I need you now)
Having to let you go
Wouldn't have to hurt so much