​it was never meant to be

I talk to you like it hasn't affected me
Like it didn't rip a scar
Directly between my knees
But I don't hate you, I just don't want you to worry
I didn't wanna fuck up any kinda thing that you had goin'

I know that it was probably a blip to you
It's easy to laugh about all the things that you already have
Poppy seeds and white roses
The glint of light refracting off the sheets

So here I am behind the looking glass
Seeing how life could've been
But for one night I feel safety and warmth
But god knows, it was never meant to be
Some things are never meant to be